Even Green Men like Curves ;)

Now...I don't know if you guys have ever met the Green Men Group, but I have PERSONALLY (yeah that's right...be Jealous) met them and they are the Most Fabulous group you will Ever meet!  They are a wild group full of Fun and Entertainment!  They LOVE to have fun and meet new people!  Their words mean more than you would think and they Love to make everyone smile.  They sure did bring a smile and a hard laugh to me and my family.

The Funniest and BEST parts about tonight was watching my sister Meghan get kissed by one of these Men and "flirting" with one of them myself...(you should be more than envious right about now..)  Yeah that's right, I flirted with a college guy.  Be jealous.  Be very jealous. :D  So all in all, I had a BLAST tonight!!!  All because Meghan went and got The Great Kid Award...wow... :)

Never

Have you ever noticed that the wind never works the way you want it to? When its cold outside, it blows a cold wind. When its scorching hot out, it doesn't blow at all or its very small or its warm wind. For a change, cant it be cold outside with warm wind and warm outside with cool wind?!?!?!? PLEASE?????

Empty...?

You ever get the feeling where you just don't feel anything? You don't want to move or get up? You just kinda sit there and you go about your day but its not as exciting as it was before. If you've ever read the Twilight Saga, you'll know what I'm talking about.
In New Moon, when Edward leaves Bella, her whole life changes. She keeps trying for Charlie, but altogether she has no will to live anymore. She's lifeless. That's pretty much how I feel at the moment in time. I'm numb from everything that has been happening and I cant really do anything else right now.
I have friends that have been trying to help me through this and to feel something again, but so far...its not working. Nothing does. I'm starting to think that this feeling is mutual...Its going to become a natural thing :(

Sun!!

After all of the rain and the snow and the wind, the sun has finally come out and blessed us with 70-80 degree weather!!! I'm so Happy!! It was so hot that I burned yesterday and I'm starting to get a farmers tan, I just gotta remember to put sunscreen on my face and neck everytime I go outside. Thank you Mother Nature!!! :) :D :) :D

Blue

I have a Blue Personality. I'm very thoughtful, I love coming up with inspirational thoughts, I love to boosts others up, I'm not very creative but I do have those rare occasions where I make something fantastic happen. I'm usually pretty content but I do have my moments where I am moody and I have mood swings. I try my hardest to serve others and let them know that I love them. I love to cheer people on and comfort them, but like everybody else I cant do it on my own. I also need to be comforted and loved.

4 Colors

Each person has their own color. Each color has its own personality. Each personality means something different. There are soo many different color personalities but I like to narrow it down to four colors. Yellow, White, Red, and Blue.

Yellow personalities are almost always happy and they are outgoing and not afraid to voice their opinions.

White personalities are peaceful and pure.

Red personalities are leaders. Reds are very determined to get things done and they don't usually slack off.

Blue personalities are spiritual, loyal, creative, kind, and moody. They love to help people and lend a hand, but they also need to be loved back to continue with their job.

Books & Notes...

Life is full of different things to do; good and bad, easy and hard, ups and downs. I can't imagine that anyone's life is even close to easy. We all have the trials and challenges that life brings us, but we also have all the ways that we can pause life for a few peaceful moments and take a break. Everyone's is different.
Mine is through books and music. When I read a book I feel as though I am in that very book playing one of the characters and going on an adventure. When I listen to music I can dream about anything that I want to, I can be whoever I want to be, and I can do whatever I need/want to do.

22 miles!!!

After going on Spring Break, I canNot wait to challenge myself with the 22 mile hike on Antelope Island!!! :) I'm thinking that I want to go earlier than next summer but I don't know if I will get the chance. Maybe I'll do several hikes before that to get myself prepared and ready. I LOVE hiking!!! I want to start going a lot more!! I have also decided that someday I am going to backpack The Grand Canyon!! :D It'll be a BlaSt!! I CANT wait!! :D :) :D :)

Stop & Rewind!!!

Wait a minute!! Hold Everything!!! Didn't you say that I had my own agency to make my own decisions and to decide for myself!? Wasn't that one of the only things that I got to do by myself? Make my own decisions?

So why am I being told what I can and cant do? Why am I being told what to do and how to do it? What's up with that!? Especially if you're one of my friends or even my Best friend...

You should be giving me suggestions and your opinions but NOT telling me what to do. If I did something differently than how you would've done it...don't be a jerk and push me down and tell me that was wrong. You should be there to support me and give me pointers. Help me get through it. Push me forward, not back.

Imaginary Friend..

Whenever I'm on my blog I feel like its the one place where I can fully express my true self! It doesn't matter who sees it because I can fully get my feelings and ideas and thoughts out. I also feel like its the one and only place where I can talk to myself without feeling like a total moron. Haha I always end up walking through the halls at school and I'll catch myself talking to myself...Its weird and sometimes awkward... Kodi's caught me a couple times...it is rather odd, but it's Me!!! I'm just glad that I can talk to my Blog like its my imaginary friend and not feel like a total moron. :D

Works for me...

You ever have those moods when you're only in the mood to listen to one genre of songs? Well, that's me ALL the time. I have a different playlist for all of my different moods...well maybe not All of them, but the main ones. Right now I'm totally into Country music. Haha maybe that's because of how I'm dressed this morning...I'm wearing a brown wonder tee, jeans, boots, and a cowboy hat. You never really know if how you're dressed changes the way you act, but I guess it does for me. A lot more than I expected too. Oh well...whatever works...

Fun!! :D

I can already tell that this week is going to be a busy one...along with next week... Today I need to make cupcakes for young womens on Wednesday, go to the Orthodontist for my appointment, and attend Meghan's track meet. Tomorrow I have young womens. Thursday is pack meeting. I have a date on Friday to attend. Saturday my family and I are going to the Rec Center to swim.... Then next week...Monday: Color Me Mine :) Tuesday: I think we're going on a bike ride. Wednesday: Leaving with Kodi. Thursday: I'll be with Kodi. Friday: I'm still with Kodi. Saturday: Coming back with Kodi. Yep...it will be a very eventful time.

Miracles

"Even miracles take a little time."
~Fairy Godmother from Cinderella

So just be patient and enjoy life :)

Impatient!!

I can NOT wait until Spring Break!! I get to hang out with my Family and then I'll spend the rest of the week down south with my Best Friend Kodi!!! I totally can't wait!!! Plus there is NO school!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!! :D :) :D :) :D :)

Digging.

I don't know if this weekend counted as exercise or not but I sure got a ton done with my family. We're adding on to the garden so its bigger and so its easier to mow the backyard. We lifted and moved some 30-40lb bricks, we shoveled and moved dirt, and I baked in the sun. After all that we aren't even done yet... We still have to shovel the dirt, level it out, add more dirt, level it out again, put the fence posts in, then the fence, and then sometime we're gonna have to plant the garden. I'm so sore...I don't think its ever been this bad. The first day we started digging and moving bricks I pulled a muscle in my lower back and I did something to my right shoulder. The second day brought even more pain; I pulled the whole left side of my back, my shoulder popped in and out so many times I lost track, my arms burn from the sun, my left arm feels like there is so much pain that it just might break, my left wrist feels like it could just snap off, and my left palm muscles have been stretched to Kingdom Come and back. My bones just hurt all together. It was a very eventful weekend...