An Institute Day

Today was supposed to be an Institute Day.  Today was supposed to be the day I got to see John in class again.  Today was supposed to be the day I was wired to see him: getting up early, eating breakfast, looking good for him.  Today was supposed to be the first day of forever: never letting go.  Instead, today's the day I woke up early for school.  Today's the boring first day of school that I was supposed to have last semester.  Today's the day that no matter what I did I thought of John.  Today's the day I remember my first day with him almost exactly word for word, action for action, thought for thought.  Today's the day I almost cried at school.  I think it's safe to say that I miss my Him..  My friend, my brother, my twin, my best friend, my missionary, my inspiration, my saving grace; John.  Maybe none of this makes sense to you, but I miss John and that's all there is to it.