Do you ever have that feeling when you're so excited for something that when the day actually gets close, that excitement turns into crazy emotional nervous jitter bugs? If you do, Congratulations, you're Human! If you don't....I suggest you seek some professional help.
Everyone has their own reasons for having jitter bugs: new job, school, moving, a big presentation, etc. My big thing right now is being able to turn in my Mission Papers. I've had a countdown going for a while now and I'm finally to a point where I don't know what to do. I've prepared and my papers are done, I've waited and waited and taken on each day with as much patience and faith as I can manage. I'm well spent. I'm ready to do it!! I can smell victory just around the corner! I'm nervous. I'm actually doing this, there's no stopping me now!
On the other hand, after I submit my papers its just more waiting, patience and faith until I can actually leave. One countdown at a time... :( I'm taking it all one day at a time because I don't have another choice. Maybe I'm the only one to notice, but you can complain all you want but it doesn't change anything. You can mope around and whine all you want, but you're gonna have to keep going either way.
Make it count!!! Giving up isn't considered an option. The new guy in the shop (Satan) isn't bringing me down, if anything, I'll be the one to fire him!! Make sense? ;)
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