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More than should be possible You begin to feel so left out and invisible that you want to disappear just to see if anyone notices and the reason Why they noticed; was it because they actually cared or because they needed something from you?

What if...?

What if I never survived the surgery?  I wouldn’t be here.Plain and simple, I wouldn’t even exist.The taste and smell of food would never become a part of my life.I would never face, over-come, and grow stronger from challenges.The feeling of Accomplishment would never be something that I could enjoy.I never would’ve made friends.I never would’ve met my siblings.I had a 99% chance of dying that day and somehow I got by with that other 1%.I would’ve never been able to love my Mom and Dad like I do now.I never would’ve been a Miracle Baby.

What if I was never raised in the Gospel?  I wouldn’t even live in Utah; I’d be living in some place like Texas.I’d be going to football games and beer parties on the weekend.I’d be hanging out with all the boys at the bonfires swearing up a storm.I’d be dating a redneck named Bubba.I’d be a hunter.Short-shorts and tank-tops would be most of the clothes that I owned.I would never have been baptized.I wouldn’t know what the Holy Ghost is.I never would’ve received my Patriarchal blessing.I never would’ve been married in the Temple. I wouldn’t have an Eternal Family. I never would’ve received the privilege of feeling my Savior’s love.

Pics of Me :D

 

 My Amazing Face all scratched up for the Football Game :)

 

Meghan took this pic while we were hanging out at the mall :)

Air Flossing!!!

We still don't know what's wrong with him yet.  He just likes to stick his head out the window like a dog and catch bugs in his mouth.

Quick!!

 

Name the Movie!!!

Scenery :)

 

 This one was a double-rainbow, but you can only capture one of them on camera (the other one was much too faded).  I couldn't even get the whole rainbow in the same picture.

 

 

 The Prove Temple with a Beautiful Sunset behind it.

 

 

 Red hot sunset behind the football game.

 

 

Blue sunset after a hike.

Feedback!!

Dear Every Amazing Soul who reads my blog,

I have finally figured out how to put comments back onto my blog, so if you would like to, you may comment.  Just click on the comments link at the bottom of the blog post and you should get a pop-up that will let you comment!  Plus, if you guys are giving me feedback on my writing then I know what I need to work on or do better.  Thanks guys!!  You're all the Best Souls who have ever lived!!

Later,

~*Tori*~

Poly Juice Potion

 

 Ingredients: apples, pears, kiwis, strawberries, and spinach.

 

 Fortunately, we didn't have to break any rules to make this potion, because the Headmaster broke them for us!

 

I even turned into this really cute high-schooler for the day!

Why bother?

What's the point of giving someone ideas of hopes and dreams and having them get so excited, if you're just gonna shoot down that dream in the end?  Why bother trying to help in the first place?  You might as well just keep your thoughts and opinions to yourself, because the only thing you've accomplished is telling that person that they cant be trusted in telling you anything, you'll just tear them down in the end.

Cut & Paste Poem

I'm sorry if you cant read it, my phone doesn't have the best camera, but basically what is says is that My Mommy is the BEST Mommy anyone could ever have and you cant beat that.

Top 10

10 reasons why I don’t like going to the Dentist

10. Their comfy chairs distract you from seeing their line of needed tools to cause pain.

9. They pick and prod inside your mouth until they have found something “wrong” that they can “fix.”

8. They slather on gummy fluoride that starves you for the next hour.

7. They drown your mouth with cotton balls, sandstorms and silver.

6. They give you a giant bill for all the pain they caused you.

5. They use mini vacuums to suck your mouth dry, then proceed to splatter your face with a sprinkler.

4. They have competitions to see who can get their patient’s mouth to stretch the farthest.

3. Entertainment comes from your cries of pain as they stick you with a needle.

2. They continue the torture by laughing at you while drool dribbles out of your mouth.

1. After the torture has ended, they want you to come back.

Happy Birthday Mommy!!!

Happy Birthday to the BEST Mommy who ever walked the face of the Earth!!!  I Love You!!  I made you a present!!!  Ya wanna know what it is???  Here, I'll show you...

 

Its a bouquet of color-mooded ribbons!!!!

Dont judge.  Its the thought that counts.

Twins

Baby twins are innocent.  Handicapped twins are Chaste.  Twin boys are Popular.  Twin girls are Beauteous.  Twin desks stand Resolute, while we, our country, vow to salute.

Salute our flag forever.  Salute Justice and Freedom.  Salute to remember.

Remember what happened that day as we faced a Perverse Genius.  Remember the Direct hits to our Nation.  Remember the Razor that sliced through our Tender shield.

Remember loved ones who suffered and died.  Remember lives that were changed.  Remember who we are, what we represent and the Responsibility that we hold.

Remember the twin towers that once stood tall.

9/11 Poem

Our Ego was high, our Armor was low.  The Sidewalk was broken, the Gutter so low.  The Fetid air was heavy; the sky was Ugly with Static.  My Heart was filled with Envy, it was very problematic.

Murder was in the Hands of Vicarious Wrath.  This Demon would never Falter to gnash, gnash our Legion with his teeth.  Never was there any Sympathy.  Instead, he filled our Hearts with Misery.

Again and again, we were hit with Agony, we tried to Salvage what we could, but our reward was Terminal.

Ferment was Poison.  Disease was Catastrophic.  Shrill torment tore us down.  We didn’t stand a Chance.

Lament poured from our Marrow as we were filled with Regret from the Isolation of our loved ones.

I once knew an innocent Child.  She was bright and Frivolous all the Time.  She no longer lives.  Her Blood was spilt and she was torn limb from limb.  She was left Staggering, trying to find an Antidote for the Guilt she felt.

How long would we Languish before our Blood ran Thin?  How long would we last until Death reigned in?

Where was our Mercy from heaven?  How many times had we died on 9/11?

Thought of You

My adorable mommy is at a Pow-Wow sufferin with one of the worst people on this planet.  I feel soo Bad for her, but hopefully she's makin the best out of it.  Well, bein the adorable mommy that she is, she sent me this picture with the subject, "Thought of You"

 

It COMPLETELY made my day!!! :D

The Silver Lining

You've heard all your life to "Be Postitive" and "Look for the silver lining." Well I finally found a reason to really Look for that silver lining. You may not always find just a silver lining.

You may find more.

Bleh... :(

Dear Germs,

          You attach yourselves to me whenever you get the chance and I use something called soap and water to kill you. What do you hope to get out of this? Does this make you happy or something? If it does, that is just....Sick!!! All in all, I don't think we have a very good relationship. You're very persistent in the work that you do. You may have won this round by giving me a sore throat and a lung-hacking cough, but don't worry, you wont get me next time.
          Look, all I'm asking is for you to take it down a notch. See, I have basketball tonight with the guys, Young Womens tomorrow, my little Brother's Birthday party on Thursday and soon School starts. So, I have no time for getting sick. I'm really hoping to see a Definite change in the Near Future.
Thank you for your time And cooperation,

Tori

P.S. I'm (kinda) sorry for killing your friends. I did, however, take a picture of them for you before I killed them. I hope that this will help you find closure.

Angels Among Us

         ( \        / )
         (  \ __ / )
          (   \()/  )
           (  /   \  )    TAKE THIS LITTLE  ANGEL
           ( / \/ \ )   AND KEEP HER CLOSE TO YOU
           /        \    SHE IS YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL
         (  ____  )    SENT TO WATCH OVER YOU
            

    

Right Now...

...somebody is thinking of you.
...somebody is caring about you.
...somebody misses you
...somebody wants to talk to you.
...somebody wants to be with you.
...somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
...somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
...somebody wants to hold your hand.
...somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
...somebody wants you to be happy.
...somebody wants you to find him/her.
...somebody is celebrating your successes.
...somebody wants to give you a gift.
...somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
...somebody loves you.
...somebody admires your strength.
...somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
...somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Never take away anyone's hope. That may be all they have.

HOLY SNNAPP!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Guys!!!!! I have Legit news!!!! Its August 4th!!!! Do you know what this means!?!?!? School is Almost here!!! Oh. My. Goodness. This is My Last free summer before I really have to worry about college. Holy Crap. That came so Fast. What am I gonna do?!? I'm gonna make this Summer last!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D